Bloggylicious

2011-11-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

My muse suddenly gone from blogging because got distracted by Twitter and Tumblr.

I have to find it back.

But there is something that has been bothering me,

About my studies (as usual =.=")

Anyhow, i don't know how to connect blogger to tumblr. It seems like they can't.

Quoted from my Mummy

2011-08-20T19:01:00.002+08:00

My Mummy said,

"mak bagitahu ko ni sebab mak tahu takde orang lain yg nak cakap kat ko, ni meh mak cakap kat ko.... "

#1. Stubborn

She said that i'm a very very stubborn person. She said i never hear on what she says, infact, anyone! And i asked, her "am i?". She said yes, (tanpa ragu-ragu, siap ade persamaan lg dgn org len). She asked me to observe my niece's attitude.

As i observed, when i call his name, "Iman!', he won't even give you the look and keep on doing what he wants. Then, when i said to him, "No lah Iman, give it back!" and he said, "It's mine! It's mine!". Soo stubborn! oppssyyy, okay, i did acted like that, ALWAYS! Even Iman's father said to Iman, "ni dah ikut prangai Auntie Sherry die ni". There I go...

#2. Moody

She said that i always in a bad mood. Like gloomy all the time. I asked for example and she said whenever i with my big sister i get all moody and all those stuff. Well, my dearie sister always, i mean ALWAYS, get in my way of everything. Every little thing i do she want to criticize. I'm not saying she should not criticize, it's a good criticism sometimes but however, i tend to get all bored up with all her sayings and for once, when my life is being attack by all the stupid dramas around me, at home, i don't want to get criticize anymore even if it is a good one. Of course i will shout back at her. Sometimes, i will just keep quite. You see, i did it for a reason. Because u did not make my life any easier. I love u but i need some time. It's just me, i'm bad at handling stressful things.

#3. Fat

I heard this many times. Many times. Many times. Working it out Mummy dear. She asked me to lose it all out because of the reason #4 i'm about to present...

#4. Boyfie

She said she is afraid that i might not able to have a bf. I think she was reversing her psychology. She asked me to slim down so that more guys would want me and i don't have the slightest feelings of i-don't-want-a-bf mode. She is afraid i don't want to get marry. Mummy dearie, when the time comes i will ok =). But she did say to me that i can find a bf after i finish studies. That is a relief. Right now she is focusing on my sister for finding a boyfriend. Goodluck Sis!

So, my Mummy really do care about the simplest thing about me. Thank you Mummy. I love you <3 =) And i try to change the bad things about myself, or at least take control over it =)

=)

2011-06-14T19:57:00.007+08:00

It's been a long time. I know. hahah. I keep saying that over over over over and over again on my recent posts. But hey, at least I'm alive.

Many drama happened to me lately.

Woah, so much drama but too bad i didn't update it here. Well there are many reason why i won't post it here. Because then people would ask me why and i don't want to give a name. I'm trying to by pass this as if nothing happen.

Why i try to manage it like that? because i used to be a heartless woman. Since the tragedy of my Romeo-and-Juliet-story long time ago, i swear to myself that i won't cry or shed any tear about the thing called love. So, i'm trying to become what i was supposed to be. Never lose my focus ever again. Cause i lost my focus lately and it drag me down the hill. Like everything about my future seems worst. (I'm talking about my semester result) Yes, i got that and feels like hell. And i seriously don't know how to face the angry face of my father. Like, yeah. I have to deal with that.

Here is the truth from me about this past drama, I was sad and hurt about everything. You think i backstabbed u? Be my guest. To me, i never felt i was backstabbing you. Cause back then i didn't know the truth. I've done my research but no one told me about it. I asked him, he lied. I asked u, u lied. You know, the situation was like I was playing soccer and there was no goalkeeper, I pun rembat je lah masuk gol. Salah ke? But i did feel guilty, because ending up i felt that the goal i nailed wasn't worth for the team. Feeling the guilt, i told the truth to u. Then, u said ok. He said ok. I heard u n him are ok. So, i think both of you doesn't want me to do anything in both of ur world. So, i walked alone, going somewhere i want to be. Left all the things unsaid.

The moment i told the truth, i knew i was going to lost 3 things. 3 things that i know i can never get back. I was with my own, trying to put all the sadness out so that i can gain access to happiness. To enter a happy world u must let out the sadness rite? That was my way. Everyone has different ways. Don't complain about my way.

So (to the people hoping to see me at my wits end), clap your hand and feel your body as if like you're an angel, cause you see i'm about to go down. But, the thing about me is, I always believe on "What goes up, must come down" and it will keep on rolling and rolling. So, I can put myself up together when i am at the bottom. I will be up again. My Mama raised me well. I may made mistakes but i learn from it.

3 things : figure it out. i ain't gonna tell. haha :P one day maybe. Next post perhaps?

A post to a friend from a friend

2011-03-12T11:22:00.002+08:00

So no one told you life was gonna be this way

Your exams a joke, you're broke, your love life's D.O.A.

It's like you're always stuck in second gear

And it hasn't been your day, your week, your month,

or even your year

but..

I'll be there for you
When the rain starts to pour
I'll be there for you
Like I've been there before
I'll be there for you
'Cuz you're there for me too...

No one could ever know me
No one could ever see me
Seems you're the only one who knows
What it's like to be me
Someone to face the day with
Make it through all the rest with
Someone I'll always laugh with
Even at my worst I'm best with you, yeah

Seriously, i want to ask to that one special person that i know, what is the definition of 'friends' to you? I know that if i am at my worst sometimes but i dare to be friends with you cause i thought that you have something more than that for me to share.

And now, you're ignoring me completely yeah? Let me tell you one thing, yeah, i do fuckin' care about it because i thought u're my friend. I thought if i made a mistake to u, u would tell me.

I tak nak ungkit ok, i just want u to remember, at least appreciate me a little cause i've been there for u most of ur fuckin lame moody time. Everytime u have a problem, u came to me. But if u r happy, u forgot me completely. It has been 3 years, 3 fuckin years i cope up with ur attitude and yet, now u ignore me like i'm a whore and ur the innocent person around here.

Look around u, the people who are upsets towards u are the people who actually cares for you. If not, takkan lah org yg tak kesah pasal ko nak terasa dgn ko? Apa diorg takde benda len lg nak buat?

Damn, i feel really unappreciated.

I ask u one thing, if you have a friend who had helped you in so much ways although she's a bitch, would you go and ignore her completely? The least you can do is say, "hi" and said, "you're a bitch to me before, and i didn't like it. But i just want you to know, if you keep on doing this, i may hate you but i don't want us to ignore each other cause we are friends"

If you think that you regret making friends with me, i understand.

Ending my sentence, if you still ignore this post, i can tell what kind of friends you really are. And it really hurt me big time if u ignore this post. and finally u can say to the world "I win!".

Previously on Bloggylicious

2011-02-22T22:52:00.002+08:00

I know I know, everytime i post a new post, it's always "It's been a loooong time since i blogging"

But, i can't refuse the fact that i have no time to blog and i don't have any inspiration on what to write about lately.

But now, maybe i have something to write about.

Last Sunday i got an umbrella from a friend who broke my previous umbrella. Went to eat dinner, ice-cream and saw rabbits at Bazaar JB.

Last Saturday i went to some cafe thought that there would be a live band there (from what my senior said) but there wasn't any play due to changing of place or misread the date. huhu.

Last Friday, same old friday.. class, sleep, futsal, cook.

Last Thursday, class sleep futsal and cook again.

Last Wednesday, same as Thursday.

Last Tuesday, same as the day before.

Last Monday, also the same.

Last... okay, the point is my life is repeating. The only interesting is during holidays or weekends. That is, if i managed to get out of doing numerous of assignments.

Rockin' Hard

2011-01-11T02:49:00.002+08:00

Last Sunday i went to Karoake at night, for two hours.

Just now, on Monday night i went Karoake for 3 hours!

(since Johor has declared public holiday on Tuesday).

Now, my voice is like a rockers' voice, not to mention my friends too.

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Tomorrow i may be going for a trip at Desaru with my friends.

The only reason (well, almost)the karoake-ing non-stop was to raise my voice while presenting or speech. My voice is not that loud when it comes to the crowd. -.-"

Anw, i L.O.V.E to SING!

And sing along with me...

Do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti

Let's see if I can make it easy

Doe, a deer, a female deer
Ray, a drop of golden sun
Me, a name I call myself
Far, a long, long way to run
Sew, a needle pulling thread
La, a note to follow Sew
Tea, a drink with jam and bread
That will bring us back to Do (oh-oh-oh)

New semester and New year resolution

2011-01-07T01:14:00.002+08:00

Although it's too late to wish this, but happy new year to all~

N for this new year, my resolutions are.....

I don't know, i achieved almost what i want but only this that i still can't resolve, the 5th of July.

Anw, my goal is always the same, be happy whenever i can :)

And this new semester as a 3rd year student, i think my classmate will be seeing my face A LOT in class due to the circumstances that i like all the lecturers that are teaching me. They are cool and i hope a lot for this semester. Previous semester, things got pretty boring and i wasted my time by sleeping in the room.

To think about it, i have tonnes of fun during 2010 and a lot of secrets that i kept to myself. Only the one who are close to me discover what it is.

Ohhh, i just remember....

My latest goal is...

"Never get too excited for something"

cause whenever i got too excited over something, it will turn out bad..

however, i can't help it, excitement is the one feeling that gives me the adventure of a lifetime. :P

Incredible

2011-01-05T20:36:00.005+08:00

Okay, finally i can update a post. Busy with the new semester and applying for practical.

But... the thing is, the pictures that i captured are not with me right now. Due to some circumstances and problems with the camera and watsoever, i don't know when will i got it. However, i took some pictures from my fren's in facebook. Sesiapa yg berkenaan, sy minta izin yer :D

Anw, India was a nice country (to me, x sure about the others who joined the GOP India). Very adventurous and i hope to see Kashmir, if i have the money. So, i went there under my faculty in UTM. A chance that i grabbed and i really enjoyed.

Outside of the bus during traffic hours.

In front of Jama Masjid, it was like a crowded night market.

The Taj Mahal. I was really amazed.

In the gardens.

Some of it, really enjoyed. If you're looking for adventure, India is incredible. Tips for survival in India, never drink water from the tab and enjoy everything when you look upon the window of your bus/vehicle. Some thing are pretty worth to see cause you won't find it in your country, or rarely find it in your country. :)

New Delhi + Agra + Jaipur + Perak + Penang + not sure where yet

2010-12-25T21:16:00.002+08:00

Non stop the fun and excitement. Sorry if i haven't updated for a very long time.
I really want to story about India and the fun stuff dat i experienced. Plus with my trip of cuti-cuti Malaysia here. Since no one in my home want to hear my story from A to Z by mouth, I'm really looking forward to write it here. At least i feel relief. HAHAH

I'm right now in Penang and maybe tomorrow will be heading to Kelantan. Then Terengganu and so on. Not sure yet but hope excitements will come.

Hope to reach out to you soon Bloggylicious.

xoxo

Cry me a river, again.

2010-12-09T16:13:00.002+08:00

@##$@#%$^%#^%#^%^$^%$^%$^$

How can i explain the results to my dad?

Hydrology? come on..

and Entrepreneurship, i work my fucking ass off and still got B for it??

What else????

I feel like swearing.

I got to find a way to upgrade my marks.

Like seriously.

I don't need to focus on trip to India or watsoever.

I just need to focus on my result asap.

I don't care how much it cost me. But i really need to find a solution. I need a heart to heart talk with my lecturer. Which by the way will be in Johor and i have to go there. I need this mark to be ok. Damn, i study my ass off this.

I need a solution.

Deep breathhhhhh....~

I can't accept because i don't deserve this.

I know what i deserve and i need to get it fix.

a simple B would be nice but this?

I need to get my ass done for this. I work hard for this.

Tutti Frutti gives the Teenage Dream of me

2010-12-05T19:13:00.002+08:00

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

Just this tune keep humming in my mind, all week and it keeps remind me of someone dat makes me smile :)

Yesterday i went to Times Square at Bukit Bintang with Amy and Faseeha, my two close friends. Amy wanted to go there cause she has to find perfect attire for her class final presentation. She has to be good if she wants the best marks. I know she can do it. :)

It was fun juz go to the mall with them. I don't know, rather than do nothing at home, this is much better. And yes, i miss Leana cause she is like apart of the gang too.

The best part about yesterday was i bought Tutti Frutti~ It was superb but it cost me about RM15 coz i didn't sure how 100grams weight like. So, i think i took like 300grams++++ maybe?? I took the natural frozen yogurt and the strawberry one. Yummy~! After all, my desire has come alive and i was singing Teenage Dream all over and over again like i was sweet sixteen again.

The example of Tutti Frutti, yummy~

So, the procedure was "self-service". It's really hard for me, cause for a person like me, i tend to take more portion and it leads to more money.

To the person that once love me, thank you for being there :)

2010-12-02T20:10:00.003+08:00

To my dear blog,

I miss you.
My life have been hectic lately.
First, i feel soo sorry for this person that i have been with for such a long time.
I didn't mean to hurt you the hard way, i've given signs so clearly but u ignored it,
pretending that it is not gonna happen. It is gonna happen and believe it or not,
one day i will leave you not because i'm evil but i have to.
I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart because i have to.
It's not dat i never love you, i did love you,
But my love have a limit.

I'm afraid of karma, because i'm the one who ends it.
But let Allah decide.
And Allah decide that this is the best for me.

Thank you for loving me,
but i've had it with this game.

xoxo

From This Moment On

2010-11-18T13:47:00.005+08:00

The Rules:

Put your music library on shuffle. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. You must write that song title as the answer to the question, no matter how silly it sounds! Most of the time they seem to work though, strangely enough. Ok, go! When you're done, tag 20 people in this note, and make sure to tag the person who sent you this. The answer to #20 is the Title of your note.

1.If someone says, “Is this okay?” you say..

3OH3 feat Katy Perry - Starstrukk
(cool)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Piece of me - Britney Spears
(Imma miss drama.. you want a piece me??)

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Eh Eh(Nothing Else i can say) - Lady Gaga
(this is true!)

4. How do you feel today?
Broken Man - Boys Like Girls
(Too down for today, i guess.. maybe)

5. What is your life’s purpose?
How You Remind Me - Nickelback
(This song really makes sense to the question)

6. What's your motto?
Ka-Ching! - Shania Twain

(Yeah! With lots of Diamond rings, the happiness its bring.. ahhhh... heaven)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Whatsername? - Greenday
(seriously?? hahahaha... i'm a loner sometimes, so, i guess this makes sense)

8. What do you think of your parents?

Someday - Nickelback
(Someday, somehow, i'm gonna make it up all right.. but not right now, i hope you wondering when.. I know i made a lot of mistakes to my parents, one day i will make it up... i promise...)

9. What do you think about very often?

Insomniac - Greenday
(I must insist on being a pessimist!)

10. What is 2 + 2?

Who do you think you are? - Cascada
(4!!)

11. What do you think of your best friend(s)?

Hey Baby - No Doubt

(hahahaha... all the boys say? and girls say....)

12. What do you think of the person you like?

Spaceman - The Killers
(really groooovyyy.. so him)

13. What is your life story?
Dreams - Cranberries
(Dreams do come true if you just believe it :) )

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?

Check yes Juliet - We The Kings
(Be beautiful like Juliet and run away with Romeo, except the suicide thing.. hahah)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?

Love Drunk - Boys Like Girls
(I used to be love drunk, but now i'm hung over, i love forever but now it's over.. hoho)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?

Away From The Sun - 3 Doors Down

(then, under the moon??)

17. What will they play at your funeral?

Saving Me - Nickelback
(Ayat Yassin ler.. xkn lgu ni..)

18. What is your biggest fear?

Because the Night - Cranberries

19. What is your biggest secret?

This Kiss - Faith Hill
( I don't kiss and tell, of cause it's a secret... HAHAH)

20. What will you post this as?

From This Moment On - Shania Twain feat White Broadway
(for better, for worse)

Thanks to, Nina Manson, for her blog is one of my favourites :)

Now i'm tagging:

Azah Arjuna

Dyana Syahirah Rosdi

Hidayah AH

Nazmi VDW

Aisha Cheng

Bella Aizon

Shaqie Amalina

Dhiya-Lova~

Ijatty Ramly

Acid

Farah Fadhil

Arepeace Blurry

Anis Izyan

Miss Peanud

Yvonne

Err... 15 person only.. no biggie, my rule: 20 - 5 = 15....

Anw, go visit them.. they are fabulous :D

(the names that i haven't link were already in my friend list :) )

From My Folders # 6 : The award goes to...

2010-11-13T20:10:00.006+08:00

Okay, i was just browsing through my pictures when i was studying for Foundation in UiTM Shah Alam. These two pictures were taken when our class done a fun camping in Rebutia. It was fun and surprisingly, i almost forgot that i was once nominated and won for the "Mrs. Controversy" title when camping in Rebutia.

In the nominees picture (the first pic), only my name appear rather than my face because i won't allow them to put it on due to the certain factor that all my pictures are mostly not wearing any tudung. I've worn tudung during my foundation years and i try to wear them during the camp too. It's no harm in trying for good things right?

Anyway, during this 'night award', which is the last night in Rebutia, other nominees for this Mrs.Controversy award were Eda, Kiki and Alya. The guy beside me (the 2nd picture) was the one who won for "Mr. Controversy", his name is Lokman.

The reason me and Lokman won the award is:

Sherry: Always not present in class, also not available in the hostel too. Where is she?? For only God knows where she is.

Lokman: People said that he was going to Russia for Medic and want to leave the Foundation programme but yet he kept appeared in class everyday until the end. Everyone was like, "when will he be going?" and he was like not answering the question.

Okay, i have to admit that i always skipped classes while in the Foundation Programme due to laziness and i did not stay in the hostel that frequently because my house was near to UiTM. My non-UiTM friends was all over around and i like to go to my besties college, just hang around her apartment. But apart all of that, i do keep my relationship within my fellow classmates as close as possible so that i won't miss out any news. Although my body was not there but my presence was somehow alive. Like, i do participate any of the class activities such as this camping to Rebutia, and i was the Vice President for this camping trip too.

I'm just saying, people said don't be 'sombong' to people. I just do that part in my student life so that i won't be left out :D

Today Advice

2010-11-13T12:26:00.003+08:00

Just give a smile to the world and you will discover where you are standing today.

P/S: Juz to let you know that i am taking my finals now and still alive in this blog. Teehee.

What a world

2010-11-08T18:30:00.003+08:00

I just heard my bestie, L told me a story about a slut here who just being a plain bitch. Let this slut be known as Ms.X here. The story goes like this:
Ms.X: I want to ask you something personal, i hope you don't mind.
L's boyfriend: Yeah, sure.
Ms.X: Have you ever done sex with L?
And the stories go on by Ms.X started open the old stories, "there were two guys who L had feelings for. When L introduced them to me, they want me instead of L". Bitch isn't it?

This is based on real life story and Ms.X used to be my bestfriend. Now shall we say ex-bestfriend since she declared that i was trying to sabotage her relationship with her boyfie. Uh-huh, funny story, who is bitching who now since you're the one who acts like this? You're boyfie juz doesn't trust you enough and you're blaming it on me. Come on, i'm not the one who started the rumor of 3 guys out of 12 guys. It's you who started it.

I might juz let out some secret with this piece

2010-11-08T14:27:00.006+08:00

◘ Starting time: 2.29pm
◘ Name: Sherry, shahriah
◘ Sister/s: 2
◘ brother/s: 2
◘ What are you wearing right now?: blue shirt with pink shorts, i know it's a fashion crime..
◘ Where do you live?: umm.... melaka/selangor/johor...
◘ Favorite Numbers: 8
◘ Favorite Drinks: Nescafe~
◘ Favorite Months: May! It's my birthday month.. hohoho
◘ Favorite Breakfast: Nescafe~ I'm Nes-holic-cafe...

------ Have You Ever ------
◘ Been in a bath tub: yeah. I love bubbles!
◘ Swam in the ocean: yes. Snorkelling, in Tioman.
◘ Fallen asleep in school: Undefined times. You see, i have sepet eyes, so the teachers were easily convinced that i was not sleeping when the fact is i was!
◘ Fell off your chair: yeah. many times. Primary school, secondary school, university years... i'm clumsy, i hv to admit.
◘ Saved e-mails: from the guy dat i've been dated so far. dah delete dah, menyemak...

------ What is ------
◘ Your room like: breezy~
◘ What is the last thing you ate: chicken! My roomate wanna makes me fat :(

------ Ever Had ------
◘ Chicken pox: nope. but had fake it for personal purpose
◘ Sore throat: nope. but had fake it for personal purpose
◘ Stitches: one. at the back of my head. I got injured on the head when i was about 5 years old. Too much blood, thank God i lived.
◘ Broken nose: nope. hope not.

----- Do You ------
◘ Believe in love at first sight?: No to the humans but yes when i'm shopping for stuff.

------ Who ------
◘ Who was the last person you danced with?: With a gym instructor in the cardio dance class.

------ Final Questions ------
◘ What are you listening to right now?: Firework-Katy perry. I love katy Perry!
◘ What did you do today?: Read and browse about technocrat. Boring! sleep! then here i am again.
◘ Hate someone in your family?: I love my family.
◘ Diamond or pearl?: Diamond!!
◘ Are you the Eldest?: nope.
◘ Indoors or outdoors?: Both.

------ Today did you ------
◘ Talk to someone you love?: No. wat's the use of loving people when they don't know how to appreciate. I'm okay with rejection, like seriously i have been rejected by people but the thing is, u make me look like a fool. At first i thought there were something good inside u but noo, u're just one of them after all.

◘ Kiss anyone?: yeah.
◘ Get sick?: No.
◘ Talked to an ex: No. I never wish him the best. There i said it. Sorry. But u do deserve that. You were never my lover anw. damn it, did u juz delete me from facebook juz because i reject ur offer for a date? awww, that is soo sweet. :)
◘ Miss someone: My mummy and my daddy and my nephew, Iman. And i miss my family.

------ Random ------
◘ Have a crush on someone?: Used to. The manager of Futsal KTHO when i was 1st year and 2nd year... It's juz a crush. Damn he's so handsome n talented. :)
◘ Do you Sleep with stuffed animals?: No. My roomie does. It's scary.
◘ Favorite locations?: Home.
◘ Danced a slow dance with someone you love?: ahha.... i don't think so.
◘ Ever liked someone you didn't have a chance with?: yeah. But now he's being a real jerk. Thank God i never had a chance with him.
◘ You lonely right now?: no.
◘ What time is it now?: 3.00pm. yeay me~

Miss Gonzales in Tragedy

2010-11-01T00:01:00.004+08:00

Today, my friend, Miss Gonzales got injured on the leg.

At first i told her, not to play futsal cause it seems your leg is not 100% okay. She was injured before on the same leg, btw. But no, she kept telling me that she was okay, not until when she 'prakk' her leg after 2 minutes later.

I was looking at Miss Gonzales unbelievably. I said to myself, "did she fake it?".

No, she wasn't faking it. It was real, Miss Gonzales's face was such in pain. I didn't like the face at all. Then i asked her, "are you okay?". I know, feel such a bimbo when i asked that cause obviously, she was not okay. I know Miss Gonzales wanted to cry but she was hurting so much, not even a shed of tears will cure that.

Then, feeling sorry for my 'bimbo'ness and afraid that Miss Gonzales will curse me if i didn't do anything about the pain situation, i brought her to the Poliklinik Penawar. Miss Gonzales go into the Doc's room and got her medicine.

The moral of the story here is, never under-estimate the pain you used to have inside. They might be weaker than you think. If you think you are okay, and when everyone elses around you says you're not, that means you're not okay. Okay Miss Gonzales, get well soon :) Wait till i say you are okay, then you can play Futsal again~

Lovin it

2010-10-30T05:11:00.002+08:00

My roomie has a blog now.

Go check it out.

Yeah, my roomie named D as i mentioned before in my previous entry on the Milky-way -.-"

Well, we just love the blondes. They are fun. When N asked me before, "D ikut skali tak? or izzit just gonna be the two of us?" and i said, "what would we be without our fun blonde?"

Love ya D~ :D

Being Soft-ish

2010-10-29T14:52:00.002+08:00

"If you (a girl) wants to be adored and liked by all the guys"

I know. I know.

My mum said it, my dad too and now my bff, Nazmi.

But it's the way i am. I have tried all my best to be soft-ish. But this is by far my lowest soft-ish level. Might as well be barred with it.

I'm not all that clowned-up to be adored and liked by guys. I just want to be friends with them. Because i don't like to jump to conclusion when a guy doesn't take you seriously just because you are soft. I can be soft for the person that i like. Believe me.

I like make-ups as well as i like cars. I like dresses and actually wear them as well as i like jeans+t-shirt. Believe me, i can make-up prettier than her and i can dress nicely than her, if i'm serious about it. I just don't put my heart on it because i would like people to know me in the inside, not on the outside. I don't like to jump to conclusion as well jump in a serious relationship without knowing a person.

Milky way = Bima Sakti, not a brand of Chocolate

2010-10-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

This friend of mine actually thinks that Milky way is a brand of chocolate. Actually, yes, i know there's a brand of chocolate named Milky Way but the conversation was the outer space Milky Way and how God create it beautifully.

I know you was hungry D...

Read it more on deaday's blog

Problemo that i have to deal

2010-10-17T02:28:00.005+08:00

Okay, i'm sorry with all the words. Let me give you a descent one.....

Many things to be done and think about. Problems seem to come and i make it more harder. I know it's my fault for not paying any attention when I'm supposed to. Anyway, I juz want to write down all my problems, hoping that i can get ideas how to solve it. I hope you guys who read this, can give me an opinion.

The problems are:

1) I have to deal with my car with the insurance that i have to claim. There was something i have to deal with the police and with the workshop's people. I do not want to get cheated on the mechanics okay. I have to search the internet about the original parts of my car, compare to the local ones, because i'm a woman. And i have to find my time around next week to settle this if i want my car back. O mannnn....

2) I have hydrology test this Wednesday: Revision= NADA. And the 'good' part is, i have no idea what the lecturer teach in class. Yeay me.

3) I have two presentations and reports to be finish. One is on Monday and another one is on Thursday. The Monday ones it's done. The Thursday one i haven't started yet.

4) I still haven't figure out how to get the money for the GOP China trip. The trip will be after the finals.

5) Final examinations will be in 2 weeks time.

6) And my parent is not here in Malaysia. They went to Mekah for Haji. If i am down, i usually want to be able to reach for them. But now, i will be missing them for about two months! I miss them badly :'(

I see that....

1) I have to make my research tomorrow after i reached UTM (Right now i'm at home, there was an emergency). And squeeze my time on my car this Monday. Skip Traffic class.

2) Start revision on Monday night. If i can't understand, search via youtube. Let the internet teach me.

3) I will settle it all out tomorrow night especially on the 2nd presentation and report.

4) I will recalculate my money right now. Or should i just go to GOP India trip? It's free. Have to check my money first.

5) I hope my mummy and daddy is doing well right now. :)
I miss you, love you always... I will always pray for you here.

Why am i being too picky? NO

2010-10-14T21:32:00.004+08:00

I am not picky on finding my soulmate. My roomate said that i am. But if i don't like that person from the start even after i get to know him, and i still can't like him, wat's the point of keeping him?

I think people should start on as friends. Not just jump to conclusion to get involved. It's soo not love. 'DESPERATION' is the best word.

You know, when someone is meant for you, they will always be around. So, its no harm in being friends with everyone, later just pick the one whom you and him have the same attraction.

Incident or accident?

2010-10-12T11:00:00.005+08:00

Recently, my friend asked me, "it has been a long time since you updated your blog, why?" and i replied her, "I have no internet connections and i haven't make any payments for my broadband".

To point out a more fascinating moment in my life, i have to deal with an accident recently. Don't worry, nobody was injured. Just traumatized, especially Nazmi whose sitting next to the driver's seat and the driver was yours truly, me. Now my car is in the workshop. All i can think of is how suffering my life without my car.

It all started when i was happily driving back to UTM. Before i reached the gate of UTM, there was a 3-junction. Let me give a sketch:

The purple dot-alike is my car and the orange one is the person who crashed my car. She was going out from her road without looking left and right. Obviously i was in the main road and i have priority to go through the junction first. However, the funny part was, she even stooped at the middle of the road, like i am a God or something to not crash her. FYI, i'm not okay. Obviously, i know that she would crash onto my car because she was there, at the middle, to be precise.

Then, we both went to the side of the road for a settlement and the first thing she said to me was "saya mahu claim insurans utk kereta saya". I was like "wuuuutttt??". Me, Nazmi and Dyana were looking at each other thinking that the girl was an idiot. But i remain my calmness by thinking that she might be traumatized.

She was looking at me hoping me to say, "yes, i agree and i'm sorry". Heck NO!! NEVER! Instead i said to her, "Then, kereta saya macam mana??"

and the most sakit hati moment was that her reply was "masalahnya dua-dua salah maa"

and me, THAT'S IT! "hello, you cross simpang tak pandang kiri kanan ka? bukan kamu sepatutnya berhenti ka?", i was saying something like that.

She replied to me bitchily, "saya stop maa, kereta kamu laju maa"

Then, i blurted out loudly while trying to control my anger at the same time, "stop kat tengah-tengah jalan ehh?? and it's my lane, suka hati i lah kalau nak laju". Btw, i wasn't speeding at all.

Then, yada-yada... that girl was being a bitch, and her boyfriend came, trying to fool me out and hey, if i'm a dumb-ass, i won't be here in UTM. Yet, the girl still don't want to say that she was the one who caused this incident. Later, i came to a conclusion, go to the police.

Btw, thank God the accident happenned near UTM and that place was in the range of UTM's property. So, the UTM's guard come to help me out. Thax! :D

I heard that you are happy now

2010-10-05T15:31:00.003+08:00

I have a friend here that i think he is ignoring me from his life. To be specific, i DO NOT HAVE any feelings for him, just to be clear.

But lately it seems that he don't want to talk to me. I know you're happy now with your life but ignoring me as a friend? Don't blame me if i keep a distance from you cause as time passes by, you ignoring me is a blissful way to say that i am not a good friend for you after all. In certain times i feel used. Well, a simple 'Hi' wouldn't hurt at all. I know at times where you can be specifically annoying but hey, that what humans do, annoys other people. Keeps the world go round. Although we don't talk too much without the other person, at least a company of a human soul would be nice.

Anyways, enough about that, maybe i did something wrong to him. IDK.

The Waterfalls

2010-10-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

It's so calm and peaceful when i look at these two pictures.

It's magnificent and wonderful how the mother nature is. Above is the pictures of The Iguazu falls and The Victoria falls.

I only hope to see these two most breath-taking scenery, with my own bare eyes.

I won't consider myself to have seen the world if i couldn't breath in the air of the falls.

I have always been a fan of waterfalls because everytime i see it, i feel calm and peace.

The Iguazu is located within the border of Brazil and Argentina whilst the Victoria falls is in Zimbabwe.

If one day i get all messed up and i need time to think wisely, just find me there.

Pretty Boys and Girls

2010-09-08T15:00:00.004+08:00

Have you ever wonder if you are as pretty as them?

These pretty boys and girls are a reality show. They just a commoner, like us once but they become famous because they are being known well in the world of social networking (like facebook, example). The show picked out the most outrageous and gorgeous people they could find.

Or ever wonder have the looks like this lady down here?

or this dashing man??

When i look upon them at that flashy thing so-called-tv, i envy them. Seriously, ENVY! But they are worth to see.

But there may be plastic surgery and all but there are such human beings that are born gorgeous.

I don't blame God for what i have, in fact i am more grateful... because everything happens for a reason. Just love the way you are and you will be as pretty as them. Well, it's mind over matter.

Oh not so pretty me

2010-09-06T03:48:00.003+08:00

It's been a while since the last time i updated my blog.

Missing you already. But i really miss this someone so badly.

I really don't care how other people define B but i know that i know B very well.

Although B is childish sometimes,

but B loves me more than i can imagine.

Why should i throw away something that makes me feel so precious?

B makes me feel so special.

and B never makes me say:

"Oh not so pretty me"

to myself

I got all the attention from B just the way i like it.

ILY.

Bleed to Pleasure

2010-08-22T04:02:00.002+08:00

"The pain inside the heart can only be cure by blood"

Sally said that to her bitter heart. She looks at her soft delicate hands, wishing there is a sign for her to stop. She looks closely and said to herself, "i can't see any sign for me to stop". Desperately need for a cure, she stands up and reach upon the glass of wine that she has just sipped. "GO AWAY!", she screamed while slamming the glass on the ground. She looks down. Slowly she bends down with emotion, reaching for the pieces. The pieces of glass looks like an art to her now. So sharp and strong. She grabs it and tighten it to her own bare hands. The pain was a pleasure. She feels that the wound of her heart is now being replace.

Kids, don't try this at home. It's just a metaphor. True that some people bleed themselves just to distract their feelings inside. However, it's not a permanent solution. The pain inside the heart can only be replace with ignorance.

Interested in Online Shopping?

2010-08-18T17:04:00.002+08:00

I have a friend here who just open an online boutique. She's creating her masterpiece with her dearly beloved sister. I've seen the clothes with my bare eyes, in reality, i can't believe that she actually made a really beautiful piece. What a talent. Right now she's still creating in order to fit the size that you want.

However, she haven't updated any of her creations yet but when she will, i bet you girls would be screaming in excitement with it and you guys would wish your girlfriend would have the items. So, keep your eyes on

DROP-BY-HERE-WITH-LOVE BOUTIQUE ONLINE

Right now the blog is still in processing of second-hand item. Watch out for the brand new one soon!

how are you? also your blog looks great :)

2010-08-17T00:57:00.001+08:00

i'm doing good now :) thax for asking :D
and thax for the compliment, hope to visit your blog too :).. wat's the name of your blog?

Ask me anything :)

Note to Someone

2010-08-16T16:53:00.002+08:00

I do not hate you but i dislike you.

Not to the one that i love.

Just YOU! you want me to say your name in this blog??

I'm not that evil, and believe me, i am evil to the people that i don't like.

You little scam. You just go around in your innocent looks saying other people is not innocent? not nice? saying people that they are a wild child just because they know the roads of freakin' Johor Bharu? You don't know us (the people that you have victimized), so beware of yourself.

My friend said: Wat the Fuck?!?!

My other friend: Rase sakit hati.

My other other friend: I don't want to smile at her and talk to her anymore.

Never judge a book by its cover.

Fine, we don't like you too as much as you don't like us.

From my Folders #5

2010-08-13T16:28:00.000+08:00

Black Swan! hahah. I know that i'm a little bit outdated but this was my first time seeing a black swan.
It's coooool n sexyyyy. Black is the new red my friend. HOT! n SPICY! I wonder if we can eat black swan? okay, just guessing, don't look me with disgust.. Not that i want it but i would love to see how people eat it. If it can be eaten.
This picture was taken somewhere in Perth.

Exception

2010-08-10T13:06:00.003+08:00

I made a mistake of making myself touched the emotional state of mine.

Now i realized who my real friends are,

not the fake one pretending to be my friend whose only in need.

I made it suffocate through my vein, i know.

Stop play with me as though i have no heart.

I have to safe myself. I have to protect myself.

The family that i have now, i won't let you down.

The friendships that have left for me, i'm gonna be the best that i can.

I'm now officially will stop believing and trusting people except to the people who are my only exception.

Anggapanmu Anggapanku

2010-08-07T18:16:00.002+08:00

Sekebun cinta nan berbunga

Teguh berdiri nan berduri

Aku yang asli di dalam mekar

Bila terbit mentari

Menguntumlah

Sejambang cinta nan berbunga

Megah berdiri nan tiada

Mekar yang kukuh

Bau dan kaku

Itulah pilihanku

Aku di taman hanya perhiasan

Mata ungu..

Hanya mampu ku melihat

Kecurangan warna bunga

Idamanmu berbaja tiada

Sedang aku anggapanmu

Menyusahkan untuk meraih impian

Terlontar ku di halaman

Pemusnah ku adalah kumbang

Runtuh bila ku kelayuan

Impianmu hanyalah masa

Untuk menikmati segala

Belum pasti dirimu bahgia

Walaupun aku dipersia

Dari kaca perhiasanmu

Kanku mengorak kuntuman bunga

Seluruh taman ini

Moga matamu bila kejauhan

Terserlahlah

Ziana Zain - Anggapanmu

Setiap satu perkataan dan ayat ini memang bermakna. Kecurangan blh meretakkan hati yg terluka. Penipuan blh menghancurkan hati yg sedia ada. Sebab itu, bukan kerana facebook.

Broken

2010-08-06T03:51:00.002+08:00

What would you do if someone breaks your heart?

Your lies and cheats, despise me,
And all I can feel is crushed.

I know that in this heart would be empty.
I don't want to live with an empty heart.
I can't bare an empty heart.

If only your sorry and guilt,
can turn back the time.

A simple sorry can mend a broken heart?
I don't believe it.

I just have to walk away,
and say,

"you broke my heart"

From my Folders #4

2010-08-04T13:05:00.001+08:00

This picture taken in Fremantle Prison in Perth, Australia. No, i didn't do any crime. Ahha. I guess many of u already know about the prison. It's one of Austalia's Prison but now it is open to public for touring. No prisoners there, just a place for a tour where u can sit back and relax to view the actual prison 100 years ago, i think it was the year of 1850 when it first build. Didn't remember much about the history but i highly recommend for u to click this and this for more info.

Anyway, this was an art done by one of the prisoners there decades ago. Well, at least he use his time for art, that's good thou. Many fascinating thing to be seen here in the prison, take the night tour, believe me.. it won't waste u any money.

From my Folders #3

2010-08-03T12:07:00.000+08:00

It's me up in the sky!!! and with Zakiah too~ it takes double for parashooting. Single is just scary. This pic was taken during my first trip to Penang. This parashooting was done at Batu Feringgi, such a lovely place. I would love to parashoot more and this time for single only! HAHAH.

Since i already try parashooting, why not skydiving? Cool and Extreme. Extreme makes ur adrenalin rush and u can feel it through out ur body, fingers and face. It's an awesome feeling.

La voyage Penang~ I hope to come back soon :D

From my Folder #2

2010-08-02T13:23:00.000+08:00

Undefined girl in my computer. At first i thought it was Cheng but does she eat sushi? Or Diana?? But i'm guessing it's Cheng. But i do remember this was the time during Ramadhan month in Johor. It was late and we couldn't find anywhere to buka puasa n decided to buka puasa in the car while Ina went to the nearby shop to buy food.

From my Folders #1

2010-08-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

Caught it while in Egypt. Malaysia also have this, i think, never seen one. If there's one, i would love to ride on it :D. But this view was fascinating. caught it with my hanphone while on the tour bus.

The Bees

2010-07-31T17:13:00.000+08:00

Where such place can i find the bee and the bird together?

captured while in Perth.

Broga hills.

2010-07-30T16:56:00.003+08:00

I went to Broga during the mid semester break and it took me soo long to upload it and put it in my blog. Now that i have no idea of what my next entry supposed to be, i just want to post up the Broga Hill that i climbed. It took about 30 minutes, usually but for my case.. more than that because this was my first time hiking. Not that very challenging because the route is easy. Even a 5 year old boy can climbed the Broga Hill. Anw, the view is awesome! huhu.

p/s: Jatyy invited me together with her frens :). Thax for the invitation~

For more info and pictures, click me!

Nisfu Sya'ban

2010-07-26T21:08:00.001+08:00

Nisfu Sya'ban kembali.

Nak puasa esok. Akan cuba sedaya upaya~ haiyark!!

Cool~

2010-07-18T16:09:00.003+08:00

If i could write u a song

and make u fall in love

i would already have u right under my arms

i used to pull all my tricks

i hope that u like this

but u probably won't

u think u're cooler than me.

Mike Posner - Cooler Than Me

Kembali sudah ke UTM. Haihz. Starting classes right now and then. and discover myself caught with a feeling with this human being that have a girlfriend although i know clearly that i have one too. Always like this: Sherry as to A n B as to A also, but C as to Sherry and hoping deep in my heart that A as to Sherry too. HAHAHAH. Watever.

Anw, i got a small room for this semester. Really bugs me coz i don't have an adequate space to put all my stuff. Due to the small room, i end up to choose not to stay in the room frequently. Going out to such places and discover new places around JB. Me and my roomie thinking of creating a new blog about foods and places, that soon will be discover by AFC (hopefully), get a contract deal and drop out of school. crazy. Well, it's cool except the whole dropping out of school.

It's Holiday~ Lets celebrate!

2010-06-28T20:22:00.002+08:00

Re-cap, re-cap...

wat have i done for this 2 month holiday?

been there done that.

Penang is a marvellous place.

Melaka is a must. Because my hometown is there.

Kedah, only part of it is very hot but the food is nice.

Perak, have the best insight of Sepet.

KL is the heaven of shopping. Bukit Bintang! Love!

Supposed to go Kelantan and Terengganu but my family... watever, change of plan which is not to go for now.

That's all.

Where have u been for the holidays?

Wise word from the girl who lost the internet

2010-06-28T05:04:00.002+08:00

Argentina WON! yeehaa~

btw, been really busy lately. Plus, no internet connection at my home. My father refuse to pay for the broadband due to the recent final exam's result. Anyway, starbucks is free. No need to buy the coffee if not necessary. Just sit there, browse the internet and make believe that the baristas are thinking "maybe she will buy the coffee later". But watever, as long as they don't kick u out, just sit there as long as u want. However, it is recommended that u do this weekly, not daily. if u want to do it daily, go to random places of starbucks.

xoxo

Update

2010-06-20T07:25:00.003+08:00

I couldn't sleep last night. Five of my friends came over until late and two of my friends here are now sleeping nicely at my parent's bed. The others already went back to their house. Really had a blast night like we usually do. Just hanging out with my girls is really fun. :)

To the rest of my precious girls (you know who are, don't be shy. haha :P), cepat2 lah balik Malaysia yer. Nak berjumpa dgn korg sgt2.

To my girls in UTM, we will be in touch soon~ muawahaha~

Love u guys.

xoxo

Do u know the answer?

2010-06-16T17:02:00.004+08:00

After the fishies.... Here's the dog....

and the sheep-ooo....

Peguins are soo adorable...

Red riding hood..

..................

A friend forwarded this to me. And there's a message...

"When you think you have all the answers to the questions in your life, the questions change."

and i ask...

"So, any questions?"

Grace Kelly

2010-06-14T18:33:00.004+08:00

How can I help it
How can I help it
How can I help what you think?
Hello my baby
Hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like me
Why don't you like yourself?
Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?

I tried to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I try a little Freddie
Ive gone identity mad!

She's just perfect. Don't you think? No wonder Mika made a song titled Grace Kelly.

The moral is, love for who you are and make people love you for who you are. Don't be Grace Kelly to be perfect, you are you.

Just a thought to share

2010-06-14T15:01:00.004+08:00

My bestie commented from the previous entry on Boikot....

Farah Fadhil said...

jom, jom start boikot sikit2 lama2 jadi bukit!.. hehe

but the thing i don't get is there are still some people yg nak debate on this issue (esp m'sians), untung/rugi/ada effect ke and everything but we see norwegians, germany, netherlands, god knows they're not even muslims! boycott habis2an and tak malu pun nak demo..

like here

maybe we should have our own humanity in check.. hmm..

and yes, ramly burger tastes much better. how i miss ramly burger.. =P (blk m'sia kena belanja ni, shahriah!)

Okay! and u got me. Yes, my real name is Shahriah. Haven't hear for a while people call me that. And the video that my bestie link to me is very entertaining and educational.

Tag!! : nombor 8???

2010-06-13T23:31:00.006+08:00

Tagged from: ijatty

1. Apakah yang anda rasa hot?

Limau panas kat kedai mamak. terlupa nak ckp yg suam, dia bg yg hot melecur punye.

2. Upload wallpaper yang anda guna sekarang

3. Ceritakan pasal wallpaper tersebut

Comelkan Kim-Joon?? Pelakon korea dlm cite Boys Over Flower, yg jadi watak anak mafia tuh. Dia sy punya~ wahahahah

4. Bila kali terakhir anda makan pizza?

Last two weeks.

5. Lagu paling latest yang anda dengar?

OMG - Usher feat Will.I.Am

6. Apakah yang anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?

Sms-ing, dgr lagu OMG

7. Selain nama sendiri dipanggil nama apa?

Sherry, Sher, iah, Sha, Seri

8. Tag enam (6) orang (sbnrnye 8 org, heheh)

#1 Shaqie

#2 AinZubaidah

#3 Nazmi VDW

#4 Azah

#5 Cik Aniss Izyan

#6 Cheng Aisha

9. Sapekah orang no 1 kepada anda?

My BFF. heeeheee :D

10. Katakan sesuatu kepada orang no 5

Anishh. Lame dah tak jmpe ko weyh. Asyik tgk berjumpa kat laman blog ajerr.

11. No 3 ada hubungan dengan siapa?

Hahahah. Easy. It's a secret i'll never tell. at least not at my blog. xoxo.

12. Bagaimana pula dengan no 4

Cik Azah Arjuna Smart :))

13. Pesanan kepada no 6

Makan lebih2 skit mase cuti nih. Gain weight sikit-to..

14. Kata2 cinta untuk orang no 2?

Cinta itu indah jika kita sabar menanti for the right one, jika kita fight for the right one.

15. Berikan 5 perkara yang anda tahu tentang orang yang mengetag anda

#1 Dia ske kecilkan hati sy. Cik Ijatty mentagkan saya di #8. Sob sob.

#2 Ex-rumet yg paling havoc

#3 Pendengar gossip sy yg baik. hahah. xoxo

#4 Pemberi nasihat yg bernas

#5 Suka panjat gunung.

16. Gay or Les?

mesti ade soalan ni. Haixx. Tepuk dada tanye selera. Next!

17. Perasaan anda menjawab tag nie?

Sedih sebab Cik Ijatty tag sy nombor #8. Tapi better dari takder.

Alejandro, i don't care wat people think.

2010-06-09T13:22:00.003+08:00

I just love the song and the video. Maybe. Although it has many like wat u call, gayish? but Telephone is just the same ok, it's about Lezzy. But this video is somehow i call daring. No wonder i try to search it on YouTube, Malaysia couldn't view this. I have to go on to the other servers to see this video.

Me likey.

I know that we are young.
And I know you may love me.
But I just can't be with you like this anymore.
Alejandro.

She's got both hands
in her pockets.
And she wont look at you,
Won't look at you

She hides true love.
En su bolsillo
She's got a halo 'round her finger.
Around you.

You know that I love you boy.
Hot like Mexico, rejoice.
At this point I gotta choose,
nothing to loose.

Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Alejandro.
I'm not your babe.
I'm not your babe, Fernando.

Don't wanna kiss, don't wanna touch.
Just smoke one cigarette and run.
Don't call my name.
Don't call my name, Roberto.

Alejandro.
Alejandro.
Ale-ale-jandro.
Ale-ale-jandro. [2x]

Boikot?

2010-06-08T15:11:00.002+08:00

Julung kali saya dengar dan terbaca di blog "Boikot barang Israel semua!".

Tapi hakikatnya... itulah hakikatnya.

Tapi sy boikot jgk, boikot yg terbesar adalah McD. Tp sy mmg tak mkn McD pn, mahal kowtttt. Lebih baik makan burger ramly yg jual kat depan 7-eleven. Lg sodap dan murah.

Kadang-kadang ade jgk benda yg susah nak boikot nih, kadang2 tak igt nak boikot sbb terlupa. Dah mmg lumrah alam, manusia ini pelupa. Apa yg blh sy bantu, untuk kurangkan sahaja.... mungkin ada org ckp sy bodoh, takde perasaan dan sebagainya.. tp sy hanya manusia biasa

Lagenda-kah Budak Setan??

2010-06-04T22:09:00.003+08:00

Title: Lagenda Budak Setan

Genre: Umum

Rate: 3 out of 5

Baru sahaja menonton cerita ini. Oleh kerana malas nak menunggu sape2, men pegi je lah tgk sorang2. Ok sahaja lah.

First skali, klu komen byk2 pasal cite ni tak boleh pulak sbb tak pernah bace novel die. Tapi klu tgk movie die, boleh tahan lah cite. Tapi mcm tak logik pon ade jugak. Well, name pn cerita.

1) Cepat sgt hero and heroine die fall in love nih.

2) Lakonan mantap. Tak dpt dinafikan. Tahniah kepada barisan2 pelakon.

3) Tapi jalan cerita mcm tak tersusun lah. Cite ni time climax tak nampak. Rase mcm geram pon ade sbb slalunye cite mesti ade climax. Klu ade pon, mungkin tak sedar.

4) Lagu dlm cite ni klu sape2 prasan lah, asyik lagu yg same jer. But lagu die best!!

5) Fazura comel~!

6) Camera focus die terlampau close-up sgt. Geram gler sbb mmglah ekspresi muka tuh penting utk kite lihat tapi at least gambar kepala tuh biarlah penuh. Ni tgk close up dari leher sampai dahi. Rambut kat atas tak nmpk woo. And kadang2 tak dpt tgk diorg pakai baju ape. Bukan ape, yelah, baju pn memainkan peranan penting kot dlm cite. Baru kt boleh nmpk of that scene is for real or not.

Sy bukan nak komen byk2, bg pandangan sy lah. Tp cite ni mmg bagus. Jadi di sini sy bukan condemn cite2 Malaysia ok? Jgn igt begitu... sy suka cite Sepet, Mokhsin, Gubra, Jangan Pandang Belakang, Pisau Cukur dan lain2. Dan sy sarankn agar klu cite Malaysia nih, jgn lah beli cetak rompak punye, tgk yg original sbb nak membantu ekonomi negara sendiri. Klu cerita org putih takper, diorg dah kaye pon.

Yum-ky

2010-06-03T17:37:00.003+08:00

It's kinda boring at home... so, i decided to go online outside of the house...

I want to find a suitable place where they have easy parking and cheap drinks...

Went to Taipan, near my house though i know that the parking ain't easy there. So, i just tried my luck. Drove the whole Taipan at first, finding there was no parking spot. Second round, haaa!! Yes!! I got one! Okay, this parking spot is near to Starbucks. Damn. I want to save my budget. But whatever, i will be going Kampung for the whole next week. Save a bundle of money while at kampung.

So i went in and thinking of something new. And i choose Iced Green Tea Latte. Awful at first but i guess its ok. Now i'm having a stomachache. This green tea latte really got me going to the toilet.

Name: Iced Green Tea Latte

Price: definitely made my wallet cry

Taste: Awful + not bad

Effect: Going to the toilet in an hour later

Time to finish it: after two hours, i still have half to go

although i only bought it for the tall size

As the result slip out to my dad's ear..

2010-06-02T15:44:00.002+08:00

okay, the results for the finals this semester had been out like weeks ago. Still, i didn't have the chance to tell my dad (though the chance was that hoping my dad won't ask about it). Okay fine, i ran away from my dad everytime i had the chance so that he won't ask about the results. Now that he know coz he popped out the questions 5 minutes ago, i know that i couldn't run away anymore. I confess!

OMG. Due to the "penurunan result final exam yang terlampau"...

I will lose...

1) My broadband. the chances are 90%.

2) The car. May likely, like 50% chances? I can consult it and make the percentage down to 10%.

3) No doubt i will be hearing from my dad everyday through handphone for the next semester tellin "study!!"

4) There might be something else but i don't know. I have to be aware and i have to make my speech now! pertahankan hak diriku!

If ur sad and u know it....

2010-05-26T00:14:00.002+08:00

When u r sad, u tend to:

5) Scream at someone elses face but it ends up u scream to the person that u know will hurt the most by your act (always happen, go check the TV, IT ALWAYS DO!)

4) If ur not the type of a 'screaming' person, u will go all emotional up and tell ur besties that u want to be a "Gothic" person to release all ur emotions. That's the most answer i got from a sad person but i also got many reactions said that they rather be a "lesbian" or "gay". I'm not surprised if there is no positive feedback. Well, words are just words but i tend to see how far will they take.

3) Drink till u drunk. But don't do drugs. That's the best thing i heard from my non-muslim friends. Good for u guys by not doing drugs.

2) Eat till ur heart out. Most people pick ice-cream and pizza. Maybe it's a traditional meal for the sad people. But if u over-eat those things, u will gain weight and yes, lack of confidence and become more miserable than u'll ever be. Conclusion, the sadness comes all over again.

1) They jog or do sports. Hit the gym maybe? The best way, kick a ball. That might clear a few things up.

That's so far i can think of. One of my friend asked me how and this pretty much it is. Unless there is more.

Berhati-hati wahai rakanku

2010-05-18T20:13:00.002+08:00

Mungkin cite nih dah old news tapi sengaje nak ceritakan supaya menjadi peringatan kepada rakan-rakanku yg di sayangi.

Pernah terdengar nama Nona Belomesoff?? sila baca link ini .

Kesian die, baru umur 18, Tuhan dah tarik nyawa die. Dia dibunuh oleh seorang lelaki yg baru die kenal daripada facebook. Bila akhirnye mata tentang mata, dah kene bunuh.

Jadi, berwaspadalah dengan siapa yang anda berkenalan di facebook. Jgn tonjol sgt ke mana anda pergi. Contohnye, status: "Going to Sunway pyramid after this to see Iron Man 2" (tidak melibatkan sesiapa dlm status itu, harap maklum). Ini boleh menyebabkan stalker-stalker yg ada di luar itu ambik kesempatan, serial killer ke atau org yg berdendam dgn kite. Who knows right? Klu nak buat status ke mana kt pergi takper, cuma selepas kt balik dari tempat tuh. Selamat lah sikit.

Kesimpulannya, berhati2 dgn siapa yang anda mahu berkenalan di facebook. Jangan mudah terpedaya yg hensem2 and lawa2, ntah2 reality diorg mmg tak wujud. Jangan jugak mudah terpedaya dgn kata2 manis rakan2 facebook anda, kenali asal usul die dlu and klu nak jumpa tuh, biarlah ke tempat yg selamat dan bawak kawan ramai2 klu blh.

Singapore Trippin

2010-05-18T00:02:00.007+08:00

Finally, i decided to post about my trip to Singapore. Pack ur bags guys and head to Singapore with ur frens. Excitement is a thrill when u step there with no parental guidance. Hahaha.

First day - after resting, went to Night Safari.

Second day in Singapore.

Third day in Singapore, we went to Clark Quey. Well, i want to upload the pics but it seemed blurr. So, browse through the internet guys. Clark Quey is the coolest place that i soo much in love with. Don't get me wrong, i just like the place because each shop represent their own themes. Soo cool.

Three Things I've Done On My Birthday

2010-05-17T02:45:00.004+08:00

and i'm not proud of it:

3) I stayed up all night watching the latest season of Gossip Girl.

2) I woke up at 1.00 p.m.

and....

1) I broke things off with the person that truly loves me the most...

I'm sorry but i have to.

ILYF.

Still, you're the best that i will ever have.

-14 May 2010, the day i shall not remember-

Happy Birthday My Friend, for Me Who is in Heartache

2010-05-13T21:29:00.006+08:00

The air was right. I was in the mood. The light of my handphone was shimmering. I should do something about this. I kept on writing and deleting the message that was intended to send to him. What will he think later? Should i or should i not? I thought about this for almost a week now and the time has set its foot now, just waiting for me to open the door and whisper..

"Happy birthday!"

And heck yes, i did send him the message. Because, i don't want to think what could have been if i didn't. My head will be full of regrets. It's better to be regret for something that you want to do from the first place. At least, there'll be a lesson to learn.

Yes, i learnt a lot from that message. There are 3 things that you should aware if you want to send a birthday message to the person you love (although he never notice your existence):

3) If you send the message and he didn't reply; for a positive thinker, maybe he doesn't have the credits. For a not-so-positive-thinker, damn you!.

Lesson to be learn: He's a snob. It's time to move on. You don't want to be in love with a snob for the rest of your life right? or maybe, if the next day he come to you and say to your face, "thax", that is better than a reply 'thax' text.

This do not happen to me however, just a thought of awareness you should hold on to so that your heart doesn't smack right into your stomach.

2) If you send the message and he reply; 'perasan' ones will think, he's soooo into me. 'non-perasan', he's friendly and do i have the chance??

Well, in my case he did reply me and with a question too. My girlfrens said he actually wants to have a conversation with me and My boyfrens said he just trying to be frenly and doesn't want to look like a snob.

1) If you send the message and he tells all his guy frens about it; if you are a positive thinker or non, even if you are a 'perasan' ones or not... one advice, find a mask so that people will not recognize you. Don't bump into him! Don't bump into his friends! Don't even have an eye-contact with them and the worst, run away from him! You have to! it's more embarrassing than 'he did not reply my message'. Why is it so embarrassing? He told all his friends about the message and all his friends think you like him (well, obviously you do) but, you will be pick on by them. And get humiliated.

Like what i done, i ignored him for good like nothing happen (i just realized that i got a hidden talent of ignoring people). It's a heartache but it's for the best. It's complicated to explain but for an egoistic person like me, i do it for my reputation. Some people may have their own rules depending on how far is she/he willing to go for. I have my own rules, and i'm still willing for it, just in my own secretive way. Well, that's a secret i'll never tell.

Top ten things I hate during the semester break (for almost 2 months):

2010-05-11T13:38:00.003+08:00

10) My friends back here at Subang Jaya are not here. Due to some circumstances that they are now happily going abroad for studies. Some in Russia, Japan, USA, India and such places.

9) Even if i have some of my friends who are not going abroad, they must be busy with their college studies. Private college are not the same as local university in terms of semester break.

I was like "hey, i'm free now! wanna hang out?" and the reply, "well, i'm busy with my college things right now, we can hang out on Saturday and Sunday?". Saturday and Sunday are okay with me except that, i have to go back to my hometown, Melaka!!! Every freakin Saturday and Sunday. Let's go to #8 for more info.

8) Starting Friday evening until Monday evening, i have to go back to Melaka. As you can see, my dad built a house there, near to my grandma's and grandpa's. To tell the truth, the house back in Melaka is soo much better than the house here in Subang Jaya. Except that, i have no friends in Melaka, nothing to do, and always me alone with the fish pond. I may make excuses to not go to Melaka for the weekends but i have to go through inspections, which bring more complicated things.

7) Not enough do my parents want to torture me with the 'kampung' nature in Melaka that they always brag about, there are also trips that i have to go with them. It's just me, Mum, Dad and the maid, Kak Sarti. I like spending time with my parents, i really do but their definition of a trip is going somewhere and only view the nature doing nothing. Plus, they always plan a trip that is so sudden. There's a moment when i was struck with the sentence "next week we're going to Terengganu and Kelantan", but hey, next week is like 2 days from today.

6) Not doing any sports stuff. Futsal oh Futsal, i have been yearning for u. Well, there's the gym to make it better, but not with excitement.

5) No Friday Nights with Nazmi and Diana~!!! After shisha, we went to McD for a night-over. We talked the whole night and Nazmi will make funny quotations like "auwwww, they look so cute together~" or like "say wuuuuttt??" and Diana will make her blonde tunes like "i was like want to go to the bathroom and it was like a minute agoooo~".

4) Whenever i'm going out, i have to be back home before 8pm. If not, i will get a call from my parents babbling about why being home late and all. I know they are concern about me because it's not safe for girls to be out after evening except with family. But i can take care of myself now mummy and daddy.

3) It sucks when the person that you want to meet the most, you don't have the guts to ask that person out. Yeah, i don't have the guts because there was a sign of rejection from that person and then there was also a sign of approval from the same person. How can i move on with this?

2) I finished watch all the movies and series in a week. 2months=8weeks. 8weeks-1week=7weeks. I have 7 weeks left, what should i do??

and the top number 1 that i hate being on a semester break is:

1) I couldn't find a part-time job. It's always the same thing every semester break,

i will say to my mum "i want to find a part time job" and her answer is always either "ur sister/brother/relatives getting married and we have to be in Melaka for a long time to help the wedding"

or "u know, mummy and daddy will be going Melaka every weekends, where u want to stay??" and of course i know there will be a lot of argument where i want to stay because the main point is, she wants me to be close with Melaka so that i will fall in love with the state, marrying a guy from there, make babies and happily ever after, staying there until the day i die. Oh mum, i have a life that i need to figure out of my own. If i am meant to live the life u wanted, then sooner or later i will be there but let me taste a bit of reality of the life that i wanted so that i won't regret.

or she will say "find in Melaka". The elaboration is the same as the above statement. What she meant was not in the actual 'Melaka', it's in the village itself which is 'Lendu'. Lendu is situated in Alor Gajah, which is the capital for Melaka. hah!

Plan but never Pain

2010-04-18T03:47:00.003+08:00

Ak kene cakap kat die. Kene cakap jugak. Kalau tak lagi teruk. Dah hati tak sampai nak suka, nak suka macam mane? Pening lah. Dari asyik tipu, lebih baik berterus terang je.

Sorry fellow blogger for not updating for a veryy long time. But the starting line of this blog tells everything about my recent life. Have been really hectic with all the exams and all.

And to Q, thax for the comments, so i reply here and i want to tell you that i'm so glad that i finally know who u are :). Welcome to my blog, if you have one, i would really love to read urs too :D

Anyway, two more papers to go~! LOVE. Can't wait. After exams, i'm heading to Singapore first with my bestie Farah Faseeha, and her fren too. I never met her friend yet but i will soon :). Then, after Singapore Trippin, will be heading home in KL with Faseeha and her friend. Then, going on another trip to Penang visiting a friend of mine. Will be there about a week or so.

After the Penang Trippin, i may be searching for part time job or maybe just hanging around if my family planning to go for a holiday sumplace.

That's the plan so far. Get back to you later.

formspring.me

2010-04-03T23:35:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/sherryshahriah

study week again

2010-03-29T02:43:00.003+08:00

Study week sudah menjengah kembali....

Exam pun akan tiba..

saat-saat macam ni.. bilalah, cuti nak sampai pulak ni?

I miss my favourite frens back home and this time, i want to use my time for something that i never done before, something fun and thrill and exciting.

I need to focus on my studies now. Been so busy lately until i don't remember to update my blog. For now, i have to stop a while for Mafia Wars, Cafe World and Zynga Poker. And i have to put my PSP into the drawer back. All i have in hand is my handphone and laptop. I need the laptop to review my notes.

Sugar hunny bunny Coffee

2010-03-13T07:59:00.003+08:00

Hanging out to release tension about the hydraulic thingie last night. Had a blast with Dyana and Nazmi. We just hang out and chillin at our traditional place where we released our tension. As a reminder, the traditional place is not the club okay, you know where people dance and all, nope.. because we don't. Our traditional place is at McDonalds. But before that we went to area around JB for a nap or something, just chillin.

Anyhow, McDonalds is the place where we either study, making jokes, gossiping or talk about anything just to make ourself laugh with every fibre of our heart. We love it.

Last night I had a glass of Nescafe Ais, one Milk Shake Vanilla, Ice Lemon Tea and 2 cups of Aromatic Coffee.... the results, i stay awake the whole night and i still can't sleep right now which btw its 8.11am in the morning.

I had my room cleaned just now and done some chores. This my friend is the explanation of how Sugar and Coffee effects your body and mind when you overdose it. You somehow become more... urmm.. energetic and mind blowing.

I think my grammar is nonesense. Just pretend you understand what i was writing. :D

Mr.Ashburn, my Hydraulic Lecturer

2010-03-11T12:33:00.005+08:00

Okay, so i got up this morning like i usually do. and i skipped Statistic class like i usually do on Thursday. Then, i went to Hydraulic class cause today there was a test.

Well, i done my test quite terrifically although some of the question i didn't know how to do it but i managed to do it using my logical skill, which i can refer to as the Sherry Way. (Sherry Way is not the best way because most of the way is wrong)

Suddenly, in the middle of the test, i was approached by Mr.Ashburn and he asked me ('almost' in his 'kind' way) to change my place away from the person sit next to me, which by the way is Awien. Okay, so i did what he asked me to do and i thought for a while did i do something wrong? I wasn't cheating, i didn't talk to Awien... maybe he thought me cheating on the test because i was thinking and looking at something that i didn't suppose to.

Then, i pursue my test. On and on about the Sherry Way, later, Mr.Ashburn voice crooked out and he said "okay, awak ade 5 minit lagi". So, i didn't worry about it because i finished the test proudly.

Then, he came forward infront and said he will be collecting our test paper one by one. At first i thought that was very un-lazy of him. While he was picking up the test papers, he didn't collected mine and also Awien.

After he finished collecting, then he said "This papers on my hand are the papers that i will be marking, for those who i didn't collect, please bring it back home". Well, he said it in Malay and i translate it to English because those Malay words that he said from his mouth was really frustrating and devastating, to me that is.

I was like, "huh?" and i thought for a while, "did i cheat? that's why he didn't want to pick up my paper? and also Awien whom he thought cheating too?"

After he was just about to get out of the class, there was like 10 other of my classmates went to his way. Okay, that was a good sign, this not-collecting-my-test-paper thingnot only happen to me and Awien . Then, we go to him and asked him why he didn'd want to collect our paper. He said that the reason he didn't collect our paper is because he think we could not answer our test properly,

and so i said, " i didn't cheat sir" and he said, "i'm not saying that you cheat". I went on, "so, what you mean is my answer isn't correct, that's why you didn't want to collect them?" and he answered, "not that i said your answer is wrong, it's just that i assume that all of you who i didn't collect the test paper are because you guys didn't understand my lecture, that's all". Suddenly Ezral, my classmate whom also his test paper got rejected said, "so, u saying earlier that if you take our paper and mark it, who got below 70% you won't key in the marks, only above 70%?" and Mr.Ashburn nodded his head. Okay, i missed out on that information earlier as i arrived to him after they was arguing in manners. "then we said okay."

for only God knows that i think i won't be reaching 70% with Sherry Way. And i assume that he didn't collect our paper is because we didn't show up to his class that eagerly. So, i thought to myself, he was right and i will fail this paper and yes, oh my God, i have to strive for the finals (that is unless he blacklist me and give me the great all F for this subject).

It was embarrassing to have him assist me to move to another place while the test and he didn't collect my paper. But i.m not really that embarrass though because, i don't know, i realized that this sort of things just happens to me on this semester. Like on my previous Structure Test. (interesting fact about the structure's lecturer, she is the wife of Mr.Ashburn). Not a very good semester for me.

Watever it is, all of this just makes me laugh. It was a very interesting thing when one day, i will share it with my childrens and grandchildrens. I will said to them, don't ever let something or someone let you down because you have the chance to put yourself right back in the track for the higher things. These type of things make you learn faster about life on how to be better.

Mr.Ashburn, if you fail me once, i won't be failing next time because i know the way to un-fail it next time. Being the un-normal one makes me think about the variability on how to conduct my life from failing. I gained an experience for this, just like in the games.

mmmBop!!

2010-03-10T14:25:00.003+08:00

Dah lama tak berblogging...

but i just want to share, this song about life and love...

hanson-mmmBop... just brings back memory

and my favourite verse

"plant a seed, plant a flower, plant a rose, you can plant any one of those, keep planting to find out which one grows, it's a secret no one knows...."

to me it means that the future is a secret that nobody can predict. Just keep making the best of your love life, there may be failure along the way but that will never stop you from harvesting it again and again.

another verse that i like is,

"So hold on to the ones who really care, In the end they'll be the only ones there, When you get old and start losing your hair, Can you tell me who will still care?"

Well, it's family who still cares for you no matter what and that special person who be there for you no matter what. The trick is, open your heart to see others heart too.

Right now and then

2010-02-26T03:37:00.003+08:00

It's 3.38am.

At McD. My roomate, Diana, is studying and our friend, nazmi lao is studying too. Everyone is studying except me.

haha.

This is how they study. Except they have red eyes...

Next week i got a load of tests and still i'm fooling around.

Next month i will be having my final exams and i'm still fooling around.

woooott....

i need time to ease all my tension just for tonight.

owh, and i just want to play some more of futsal. Juz played this eveing and it was fun having gather all of my friends for a play. Heheh.

Happy CNY

2010-02-15T18:15:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was Valentine's day. Though i do not celebrate it but my heart feel so lonely when i see other people with their so-call soulmate.

My friend (known as B) asked me how can we meet tonight. We are miles apart from each other, how can we? B suddenly gave a pause. The B i know would never give a pulse unless there's something wrong. I asked, "what's wrong?" and B replied, "I want to be there by your side". Then i heard B sobbing.

Then at 12 midnight, fire crackers all over the sky from outside my window. I saw it and B saw it too, except from different places. Chinese new year was all over Malaysia. Then, we felt a little bit ok since B said "it's the year of tiger right?". Then, we started our talkings like every other night.

Miles apart can be really hard. Seriously i don't know how i can keep up with this. I just let time decide where should we stand for another 2 years.

Anyhow, happy CNY to all my friends~

The Salvatores

2010-02-09T15:30:00.003+08:00

After the game for KTF futsal match and won for the second place, we head ourselves to pizza hut for lunch (of course after we shower)

Then, play video games until we sweat till the end... Then we went karoake-ing....

I love everything we do as a team... hehe~

Second place wasn't that bad but we will make improvements.

Haihz, what a boring day today. Want to play futsal but not in UTM right now. Here i am stuck at home and waiting for every fibre of my being to be release to the real world. What am i saying? I just feel like going off to the sports planet in Subang and watch for some girls team and offer myself for a play. WTH? I need to socialize more, i think. Facebook doesn't work sometimes.

Anyone reading this, if u want to ask me to do any sports and recreational stuffs, just ask, i'm willing for it~ i'm easy going...

...

2010-02-09T12:47:00.000+08:00

I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!!

N.I.C.E

2010-02-05T03:32:00.003+08:00

It's complicated how life is. But be strong to face the realities because these things will make you stronger. My dearie friends that got stung by my words, i'm truly sorry but its the truth and i did it just because to make you stronger. In other words i care about you guys.

or sometimes, when a person really annoys me, i will go straight forward to him or her and let them know that they really annoys me.

Cruel as it may sounds but i'm used to it because i can easily read people's mind by their body language. Rejections, hatredness, boringness, happiness, cruelness and such.

My motto in life, i'm nice if you are being nice to me.

To my dearie Lappy

2010-02-03T21:59:00.002+08:00

Dear Lappy,

I'm sorry that i have to let you go into the ICU. Sorry for all the virus that eats you. It's because you are yummy and sweet. They just couldn't resist u. I took care of you with every fibre of my heart. And i'm so sad that you are going away for a massive surgery but however i believe that the brand old new you will be much happier once you are in my arms again.

Lappy, you are my everything and without you, i'm not sure i can live. Of course i can buy another laptop/notebook but you are my first, i will always love you. (plus, all my important data are with you and since i forgot to make a backup file before you corrupted, i'm praying for you)

Enough of this, i just want to share my grieve about my laptop. Already get it to the nearest computer shop for fixing. It will take about two weeks2. What a torture~

We Lost the match but it was fun

2010-01-26T01:14:00.006+08:00

It was funny to think that we actually competing with this bunch of girls that look, act and love girls like the boys. In other words they are pengkid. The whole team actually. I notice before that we are competing with them but i didn't know that they look like real damn man should look like. Feels like competing with guys but it was a good game.

What else to say? We lost of course. hahah.

And i didn't capture any pictures because urmm... scared maybe?? We all are (our team).

As usual, i got myself injured as playing the goal-keeper. At first, i didn't want to be the goalkeeper and wasn't in the mood of playing because i ate a lot before the game (roti naan and ayam tandoori). It surprised me that roti naan can make a stomach's so full.

Tini took my place as goalie but later, she asked me to take place. With my short pants, i came into the court playing as goalie and got myself injured on the knees. Blood came out and i hid it by taking time out and freeze the blood by scrolling iced water to it. It was pain.

Then i continue to be the goalie for the second half. There was distraction. There was this girl/guy in the other team playing as the striker, wearing the basketball type of shirt (the sleeveless one). I couldn't help but to think "does she has a breast???".

She was really flat chested and as i know, this type of girls usually wears 'bekung' but i kept looking to see if she was wearing one but she seemed not. Whoa, how the hell did she managed to took out all her cleavage out? Btw, yeah, the other team scored many goals because of that. My eyes were looking for her..... watever.

After the game, me and my team went to celebrate Dyana's and Rebecca's birthday~! Happy birthday you guys~ forever young~

p/s, my dearie team, these girls/guys ask if we wanna have another game? It was a good game and why not??? huhu

Friendly Match

2010-01-21T20:45:00.001+08:00

Finally, there's a friendly match for Futsal between my team and this other team in JB. Will be held tomorrow night at Apollo Larkin, feel free to come and support us. (Klu nak tolong mainkan pn takpe, stamina ktrg tak cukup)

I'm still searching for our team's name. Anyone offer a name here? huuuu

Scary ooooo for tomorrow but however, pictures will be taken, i think. upload it after the match.

Amber!!

2010-01-11T11:02:00.001+08:00

Like Amber? She's my boyfriend.. Hahaha... Amber f(x)! i want her hairstyle, its soo stylish~

To my Baby

2010-01-02T01:49:00.002+08:00

Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnnnn, downnnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down,
Downnnnn, downnnnn

You oughta know,
tonight is the night to let it go,
Put on a show,
I wanna see how you lose control,
So leave it behind cause we have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me, as we make our great escape

So baby dont worry, you are my only,
You wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down,
Youll be my only, no need to worry,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Dowwwnnnnn, Dowwnnnnn,
Baby are you down down down down down,
Downnnnn, Downnnnnn,
Even if the sky is falling down

Just let it be,
come on and bring your body next to me,
Ill take you away,
hey, turn this place into our private getaway

So leave it behind cause we,
have a night to get away,
So come on and fly with me,
as we make our great escape,
(So why dont we run away)

Even if the sky is falling down like she's supposed to be,
She gets down low for me,
Down like her temperature,
cause to me she zero degrees,
She cold, overfreeze,
I got that girl from overseas,
Now she's my miss America,
Now can I be her solger please,
Im fighting for this girl,
On a battlefield of love,
She got me look like baby cupid sending arrows from above,
Dont you ever leave the side of me,
Indefinitely, not probably,
And honestly I'm down like the economy,

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2010-01-01T03:07:00.001+08:00

i feel soo... surprised? and depressed? (maybe) and confused? (sounds like it)

i just want to be happy!

Happy new year everyone~! :D

P/S: i love you

2009-12-17T23:59:00.002+08:00

i just watched "p.s I Love You". It was a great moving. Really touching. It shows how much a life has to move on and never waiting endlessly for something that you know will never come back.

Inspiring as well.

It also keeps reminding me that there is someone out there for every each of us. It's just a matter of time. I still haven't felt the thing that most people felt when you meet the right one. I just imagine the feeling is like... shopping. You like it, you buy it. But there are certain items that you just fall in love at first sight and you want to keep it for the rest of your life even when it is broken. To be honest, i always have this love at first sight while shopping and i always never care to keep it for the rest of my life. Sometimes i think i am heartless. Saying love is like a shopping mall.

i don't know. i'm confused. i haven't found the right one and i still don't have the feeling.

It's great if i could actually, hopefully one day, will feel the love of liking that someone that i know is the right one. Or maybe one day if i don't give a shit about this, i don't care at all.

everything is okay if you just be positive

2009-12-15T01:56:00.003+08:00

DAMNNNN ITTTTTT

hahahaha

It's nothing personal.

Just have fun (my other words of 'move on')

:D

Make your life useful. Fool around, be happy and do things that you would never think you do like sky diving! i really want to try one!

hehe

Orang Berbudi Kita Berbahasa

2009-12-06T23:55:00.003+08:00

Bila kita bagi SMS wish birthday, dikatakan suka...
Bila kita bagi SMS raya, dikatakan menggedik pulak...
Bila kita tak wish birthday padahal tahu, dikatakan sombong pulak...
Bila kita tak wish raya, juga dikatakan sombong...
mane satu nak pakai ni? Niat hanya untuk kawan2...
time mase muda2 ni lah cari ramai kawan... the more the merrier...
wahai untuk org yg terasa, perbetulkanlah tanggapan mu itu...
Jangan sampai terkeluar kata-kata pedas ku nanti...

ps: menurut teori sherry, bila seseorang itu sukakan seseorang ni, seseorang itu akan mengaku dengan lidahnya sendiri "saya sukakan awak" kepada seseorang ini...

stakat ni saya tak pernah mengaku kot sbb saya memang takde perasaan itu..

Busy-ness is not a factor anymore

2009-12-01T02:00:00.005+08:00

I want to be busy when i am not busy but i don't want to be busy when i am busy.

Watever i said, i'm just a sad old creature that are worried about her future. I actually realized that i am not lucky in love. Why is it? Rejection after rejection after rejection. i'm fed up and i must confess that if someone ask me to write a book about my love life, one thick book like haripote isn't enough. Might have to triple the size and double the amount. Why oh why? haihz.

Things we want isn't what we will get. But in some point in my life, i'm really grateful that i have a family that almost support me in everything, i think. hehe.

Anyways, i'm busying myself with mafia wars and other games in facebook to keep me company. I was busy searching for people to bigger my mafia and even made some new friends. This friend of mine named Makesh Kumar Mahlawat, from India, make me this nice present. Since i said to him that i'm a big fan of Shah Rukh Khan and i love to watch Bollywood movies such as Dil To Pagal Hai....

It's kinda cute in some ways. Really appreciate the friendship.. huhuhu. Btw, that other girl is my roomate back in Skudai, Johor : Dyana.

Rite now i'm freakin lazy to accept 100 requests in facebook on Mafia Wars, Cafe world, Fishville, sorority life, Yoville, farmville and suchhhh.. that i even don't have the strength to play all at one time. Tomorrow i will. Maybe.

To someone. you know who you are

2009-11-26T00:25:00.002+08:00

Di sebalik kalbu
Yang semakin layu
Terbenam rasa rindu
Terkunci suara hati
Tiada siapa tahu
Dimanakah kasih
Tak seperti dulu
Kata kau sayangkan ku
Benarkah itu
Walau kehadiranku hanyalah sementara
Bukan salahmu sayang kira kau jatuh cinta
Akan ku pergi jauh takkan kembali
Salam maaf permisi
Ku undur diri
Kini ku bersara
Dengan langkah baru
Menyisi luka ini
Kekasih... sekeras aku
Terhiris kerna kamu
Ku tinggalkan cinta
Kisah yang berlalu
Kisah kenangan kita
Hanya kau tahu
Walau kehadiranmu bagaikan menghiasi
Bukan caraku sayang harap engkau mengerti
Pemergianku ini tak ku relai
Salam maaf permisi
Ku undur diri

Heads not over heels

2009-11-25T01:23:00.002+08:00

Things that i have done so far during holiday (after genting):

1) I have broken a few hearts and it broke mine too :(
2) I went to this one place almost everyday to stalk the house of the guy of my dream (not that dreamy, just sound nice if i put it there)
3) I put on my make up and wish for a miracle each day everytime i step out of the house.
4) Did i just have a girlfren that looks like a boyfren?
5) I sleep early nowadays. As early as 12am. Dat's a record to me
6) I've been seeing my niece, sweety-pie Eiman, quite a lot lately and just loving him~
7) I dyed my hair.
8) I went to Putra Heights a lot lately for the sake of basketball and a sauna at Faseeha's new house.
9) I skyped a lot with Shaq and it feels as thou she is never that far away from me~
10) and yes, i played a lot of online games to keep me unlonely and company

I feel a little bit strange about this holiday. It's somehow like a good kinda way of strange. Never felt like this cause many things are up on my mind.

I guess this is the effect of my new life~

huhu

2009-11-23T14:45:00.002+08:00

i just can't resist this. Why do i keep stalking this page every single second when i am online. It's addictive. No, it's not a porn website, if u started to think one. It's a person profile.

1st activity for the Holidays = Genting Highland

2009-11-20T13:00:00.002+08:00

Oh.. there's so much thing i wish i could tell here about my recent activities.

Let me start with my Genting trip with Azah, Awien, Cheng and Ina. The trip was fun and hilarious. The most important thing is that we really had a great time!! :). We gonna do it again next semester but for Sarawak trip. I'm still waiting for that Japan Trip because i am longing to go there. I want to meet all the Harajukus and all that sakuras.

Briefly about genting, we reached there at about 10am. It was raining heavily in the morning but thank God the rain stopped in the evening. So, we can played in peace~! We played all the things that we should play and we laughed and screamed hilariously. The best part is, Ina's face who i think never have any expression in everything looks far more real now when i saw her screaming.

We stayed at Haunted Ria, as some people refer it. but we didn't encounter anything. so, yeah.

I really wish to write down all about genting and what we've been through but saying here isn't worth without pictures. All the pictures are with Azah. So, i'm just waiting for the pictures.

....

2009-11-12T01:24:00.001+08:00

Two is better than one.

That what i just realized.

i'm just angry

2009-11-10T05:19:00.001+08:00

Aku bosan dengan cinta mu
Aku rasa buang masa
Kau selalu mendustakan cintaku
Aku fikir kau tak searus
Lebih baik ku beralih
Biar kan diriku terus bersendiri
Ku tak fikir engkau setia
Walau jasad dan juga nyawa
Sebagai tanda cintamu padaku katamu
Tak mungkin ku percaya
Kata-kata yang penuh dusta
Hanya lah bibir berkata yang memilukan
Menambah bengang rasa hampa
Kerunsingan diriku terasa

Finals again

2009-11-03T02:09:00.002+08:00

sorry if i haven't update my bloggie for a looooong time but i am currently busy with my final examinations. Hell, i have been through a lot lately.. i mean a looottt and guess what? the final examination isn't over yet. Here are some details about what i've been through:

1) I am thinking about how to propose the guy of my dream.
2) I am stress out with my previous love life, as it come back to me.
3) I am stress of 24+++++++ miscalls that i got from this gila person that i refuse to say his or her name here but it's so damn annoying. Oh wait, there's another 6 miscalls here. WTH??????
4) The damn 4 papers that i have taken are all out of my syllabus.
5) I've been fooling around lately.

Thinking of You

2009-10-18T04:23:00.001+08:00

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better?

Once I've had the best

Just some wise words

2009-10-18T03:21:00.003+08:00

Just busy doing my final proposal for English. Some of my group mate didn't manage to come due to some circumstances or they just forget about it. But i'm cool, i can handle this. I know what i'm capable of doing and they better hope they know what the consequences will be.

But at least both of you said sorry, i accepted that apology.

But i already did, i'm sorry.

Yesterday, i.....

2009-10-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

having fun at Azah's House~!!

Next year lagi ok??

hehehe

Busy with M&E, again~!!

2009-10-16T11:47:00.001+08:00

Doing assignment that have to be submit.

grrrrr

2009-10-15T04:02:00.002+08:00

pening pening pening

butterflies in my stomach going mad

nervous nervous nervous about today

taktaw kenapa.....

confrontation is hard

2009-10-15T03:11:00.003+08:00

5 things i hate to confront:

1) I have mechanical and electrical test today and i couldn't understand the subject
2) I have presentation tonight, hate to say that i'm not prepared and can't relate anything that i want to say
3) I'm deeply in love with someone that i do not have the guts to talk to
2) I'm deeply concern on my studies for this semester
1) I could not think of any better way to make me archieve any goodness on all the above statements

5 things i love to confront:

1) Just try to memorize the subject without understands it for the sake of the test
2) I just have to talk whatever that is on my mind about the presentation
3) I imagine about him talking to me in a deep conversation when he passes by and smile all by myself
4) I have to be a nerd starting from now, the way i used to be
5) I just go with the flow to archieve any of this goodness

Rintihan rakan2

2009-10-12T22:30:00.002+08:00

Alaa.. cheng tak dapat pergi open house azah nnt. Cheng suke Third year. But i like Second year. Azah suke Half year. Dyana like First year.

Watever i wrote above, i don't even know because Cheng and dyana are beside me. Cheng muka bedak, sbb muka die penuh dgn bedak Reena's cosmetic. Dyana tgh frust sbb di'reject'. Takpe, i pun di'reject' dalam diam2. sedihhhhhhh..... cheng lagi teruk, tak sempat kahwin, dah kene cerai dahhh.....

Okay, i need to go to my friend's room. English discussion.

Saturday morning the rain is falling and sunday evening the sunlight is high

2009-10-11T15:43:00.004+08:00

After 3 days of tests, assignments and such, i am relaxed now. Although the test macam hawau jek! but at least the burden was off. Now, i have to focus on final examinations!. From now on, i'm totally gonna be a nerd and a geek.

However, yesterday i went to see Sorority rows on TGV cinema. In my opinion, the murdering in the story was so cruel! Seriously, so yucky and evil! Since i'm not that interested in seeing blood even in the movies, i give this story 3 out of 5 points. 1 point was deducted because of the ending and the other point is because why the innocent people that know nothing about the murder story have to be kill. Gila! Other than that, its awesome!

Now, i think i need to go read some books first then going for a jog this evening. :) Come join me if u want!

virus!

2009-10-10T23:24:00.001+08:00

Seriously, my facebook has virus. or someone hack in and wrote down this nonsense about iphone. It started like this...

"let me introduce you one good website , l have ordered one iphone from this website , it is so perfect , cheaper and original , www.roaryt.com this is their website , if you want to contact , the email address is roarytt@vip.188.com , best wishes.sherry!"

What the hell?

CICT

2009-10-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

Sitting here at CICT doing my material assignment. If i am famous and glamorous like Angelina Jolie or something, the papparazi must be climbing in and out of the roof to get my picture here and commenting what am i doing here. Is she really doing her assignment with all her ass off? or another way round?

The fact is, i'm not the famous people in Hollywood. So, nobody is watching over me or making gossip about me like in the Gossip Girl. All i know is God is watching me.

Taa~